You are surrounded by love, even if you don’t feel you are. You’re allowing your own inner criticisms to cut new wounds and open old ones. As you allow your thoughts to spin through your mind, you wrap the vine of self punishment tighter and tighter. Keep doing that and it’s going to be hard for anyone to help you get free.
You keep doing the same things that got you here and they’re not working. Stop taking on all the responsibility and start opening your heart, mind and ears to those who love you. Listen to their counsel and implement some of their ideas.
Sometimes all you need to do is hear what’s being said and you can find help right in front of you. Your negative thoughts and anxiety are forcing you into a hole where all you can do is watch the vines grow and restrict your actions further. Keep doing that and you won’t be able to reach out for help.
Take some time for a good and honest look at your situation. How much have you been talking down to yourself, taking on the world and doing it alone. How much of that is because you refuse to ask for help; or take in the help that has been offered to you? You don’t have to go it alone, so why are you so intent on doing so.
Take in a deep breath, let go of the blame, the guilt, the negative self talk and hate. It will not serve you. Release all that negativity like a gray smoke that floats into the depths of the Divine Universe and dissipates; no longer causing harm to you or anyone else.
Now take in a deep breath and fill your entire body with the clear and vibrant yellow energy of Divine creation and success. Swallow the self ego that has kept you in the corner alone. Force yourself to smile and find that one person in your life who will hold you and love you no matter what. Tell them you need their help and ask them to talk with you today. Work out issues together and allow their love to inspire your creativity and determination to conquer! Forget about enduring the storm. That’s over with. Now it’s time to take on winds of change, use them to your advantage and win the war!
You can do this! Use this years motto to get you through the rest of the week to remind yourself of that. No longer are you striving to endure. You are walking WITH the winds of change and you will conquer the day!
Springwolf Reflections 2013 Motto: I attract and acquire more happiness and financial abundance than I know what to do with!