Stop focusing on the bad days and change your perspective. Things aren’t in ruin. Each time you thought this was it, blessings came your way for what you needed. You’ve made it this far and you know things are finally coming to an end. Stop dreading the change. You need it to be over so you can clear the way for the new. This is a good thing!
The sun is rising and trying to show you the way to the fields of your dreams. Why are you still sitting in the gardens of sorrow that can’t give you any more than they already have? You’ve cried enough, you’ve had to give up more than you wanted to, and you’ve emptied more than your fair share onto the ground. So stop pining away for what was. If you want it to be over, then you have to let it go.
You have 5 more days to get things together and prepared. That’s all. You can’t sit back and let what’s left be taken because you haven’t done your part. Doing nothing because you’re tired of all the fight and struggle, isn’t going to help you get to the next chapter. There’s still time and still something you can do to walk away with a little in your pocket. Don’t ruin the chance to put the final nail in the coffin of the past. You deserve something out of all this. So get ready to take it, before there’s nothing left to save.